Need to sign-off
Will need to sign off from my surreal world for the moment.
Too many things are going on and time is just not enough for all of it. I realize I have to stop long enough to breathe sometime soon, lest I suffocate, but right now is just not the time.
There's the usual work and nearing that time for written evaluations.
There's singing and the band getting more gigs than we can practice for.
There's me getting some small photo gigs (please note, I am def not complaining haha).
There's me needing to start preparing to teach Summer classes at the Ateneo.
There's me taking care of the financing for my brand new condo.
There's me consulting with an interior designer to renovate the condo mentioned above so it looks and feels like the pad I've always wanted to have.
There's me needing to buy a new laptop (iBook, yes please!) and other kachuchuchuhan for my sanity continuous function.
Finally, there's me living out of my suitcase (literally) at my family's new place (in Bukidnon...see past post to appreciate) while the pad hasn't been turned over yet.
Darn it all. Listing it down like that makes me tired. Good thing I'm getting my new iPod on Tuesday! Woohoo. Thank God for small miracles and a friend named Jazz!
Other than that, there's emotional what-have-you's that come with the changes recently but I haven't let those thoughts out yet. I might lose complete control and break down haha.
Yes, I am stressed. And nearly at the breaking point. Case in point -- taking a leave for a photo gig.....and telling your boss about it. Huwat! I've gone psycho, I know. Need to calm down. Need to concentrate. Need to stay on course.
Anyways, I gots ta go now and figure this shit out.
Sigh.
I'll be back before you know it!
PS. If anyone knows where I can buy an iBook for cheaper than the usual cost (I can settle for used ones, just not the dilapidated kind), drop me a line or text me puh-leez! I'm dying here!
A bien tot.
posted by Zhinesade @ 9:35:00 AM
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